Thursday, April 22, 2010

I shall not create anymore

Regarding the drawings, of all that I have expressed so far, so much I held within me for all this time. I had been so afraid and confused in my approach. And so much I need to do, and all this, it was only me who was stopping my self.
Small drawings having their own categories, themes, directions, endless possibilities, but then where I am today is only possible because of being directionless, of not knowing, because I did not know of it and so it happened. I did not plan it, it just happened on its own.
Of others who are watching me, they can only react, suggest and see options and I am grateful to them.
Of the dream projects, I am amused at myself because I know I just need to do them and I have been too lazy to formulate the project proposal. It will be fun when I do them because I am thinking about them and others are doing it right now!
Of the madness of the works, ha! I can only laugh….
The waves of Mahabalipuram, I can only say - when my loved ones will die, will go away from me, will I realize what you meant for me. I will let all my works drown into you….
The best [man] is like water.
Water is good; it benefits all things and does not compete with them.
It dwells in [lowly] places that all disdain.
This is why it is so near to Tao.

Lao-tzu, The Way of Lao-tzu